As I reflect on my journey, I have experienced the challenges of growing up in a Christian household and being homeschooled. Despite facing bullying and feeling different, I remained involved in activities, groups, and sports, embracing my social nature. However, as I grew older, anxiety, depression, and peer pressure took hold, leading me down a path that deviated from God's plan. This resulted in the development of PTSD, addictions, and PMDD, causing immense fear and turmoil. I was told that medication and harmful behaviors were the solutions, which only intensified my struggles. Eventually, I became gravely ill, and it was in that darkness that I felt the call back to the Lord. Unfortunately, the church I found myself in was lukewarm, which further tested my faith and plunged me back into depression. I found solace in worldly pursuits, but my job became a source of persecution, and the environment was far from fulfilling. The subsequent years were the hardest I've ever faced, filled with loss, suicidal thoughts, and debilitating panic attacks. Through it all, I continued to pray, despite feeling disconnected from God and being ridiculed for my beliefs. Fear of disappointment and loneliness kept me bound to my job, even though my mental health suffered. However, I want to emphasize that God is real, despite what others may say. Finally, God gave me the courage to break free, delivered me from addictions and provided a healthier environment and my faith in Him was stronger than ever. The path to healing is ongoing, but I am grateful for the journey and the strength it has given me. Don't judge those who have lost their way, for God is molding them into powerful testimonies. I've had conversations with people who had lost faith, but through sharing my own story, I witnessed them accepting Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior. God has worked wonders in my life and continues to do incredible things. I place my complete trust in Him and am grateful for my testimony and past because it reveals His goodness. I also want to note the reality of generational curses is significant. It's crucial to surrender your battles to God to protect your children and family from easy attacks by the enemy. Trust in God to break these cycles and bring freedom. Glory To God!! Thank you God for letting me make all my big mistakes young… Praying I will get the opportunity to share my testimony wherever the Lord takes me and to let it be a living example of His goodness, faithfulness, and grace.